calculator love

this site is handy: http://www.healthstatus.com/calculate/cbc!

plateau

yea so since that last post, i really haven't made much progress. i'm a little nervous to step on the scale tonight too... tomorrow i'll do better.

anyway, i found out i have problems with dairy. it makes me breakout like crazy and all sorts of nasty. so i'm quitting it. and thinking of going vegan. i'm more than halfway there.

goal one - down.

i just checked the scale for probably the twentieth time today. i cannot believe it. this weekend, i went to the party and ate- not as much as i was afraid i would, but i definitely ate. sunday and monday i was fine at first, but ended up stuffing myself later in the day. today i ate an egg on toast with a cup of juice for breakfast. i snacked on gluten free cookies in the afternoon. i skipped dinner, but bought a bag of pretzels before youth group. 140 cals in 3 huge pretzels. i had 4 and gave the rest away. i thought i was gonna totally fail when they brought out the ice cream at youth group, but even that wasn't so bad. i had one scoop of vanilla with chocolate syrup drizzled on it. i don't even wanna know how many cals that was. but i'm not going to freak out! i met my first goal yesterday. i'm 120. the scale said the same thing tonight so i'm proud of myself at least for not bouncing right back up. my new goal is 115. that sounds soooo low! :)

sweet tooth

the last couple of days have been alright. i haven't exercised a lot, but i haven't eaten very much either. still i really really have to make a habit of working out right now. the longer i wait, the colder it's gonna get, and the harder it's gonna be do anything other than spend all winter under blankets with hot chocolate chip cookies. which has definitely happened. lol.

so tomorrow's my best friend's birthday party and i'm nervous cause there will be  cupcakes and god knows i can't resist those. they are too fucking adorable. and tasty. ohhhh lawdyyy.

love.

 

what a beaut!

and then there's me...

day one:

this morning i weigh 125.

time to change.

XO.